Wide Open...

it's 2:57a.m. and i'm still wide awake.
and what i did?
- facebooking
- t.v.
- facebooking again
-reading book
- cooking and eating eggs...

then i'm so bored...and online again...so here i am.
At this kinda hour, it reminds me of the 'free' me... free of sleeping at whatever time i want without having those guilt of having to wake up early the next day... free of doing whatever i want without having those fear of people gonna get angry at me... free of going to work at whatever time i want.... LOL... yea...i miss YSHHB... and i miss doing the project... i miss the office!!! the food they used to order =p i miss that lady! Miss S, u know who u r!! =p i miss the sis and bros.... i miss those meetings and last minute photocopying paper works...and boss have to wait for us instead... oh man... i really really miss that place!! i wish i can go back there!!
and now there's this dilema again.. am i doin the right thing? how old am i? 26. Is this thing normal?? this kinda dilema thingy goin on inside of me?? ugh...